oh mi goshh neeeesssssssss!
on the floor.. it still seems awesome though but i would really be sad about that but theres always next time
for me i really didnt think there'd be a first time.. i had been waiting for my moment since like his audition i always wanted him to win/went kalan krazy/voting and supporting kraziie and i still will always support Kalan as my #1 forever idol...really meeting Kalan changed my whole entire outlooking on my life and i am serious as a heart attack .....
i'm from a very small town{with so many big dreams and used to have little hope for anything at all and i used to get so depressed to hear how people got to meet kalan and im not even joking it was pretty bad and i usually had to hide it from people because well no one who lives here is a fan of kalan and they just didnt understand how i felt...} and i've had amazing opportunities such as getting to Halifax for a Kalan concert {no good seats mind you but i was dertermined to make the best of my first time seeing kalan in real life}
second i got to see Kalan in Hamilton Ontario that following summer because it was my first time out of NS and i stayed in Brampton ON with my aunt and uncle and my aunt took me to that concert and lol.. lets just say it was the best ever and i got a little bit sick HAHA acually i'll post that recap right now;
www.kalanporterforums.com/f35/showpost.php?p=6900&postcount=4just follow that link..
ANYWAYS THE JUNO RECAP! lol there was so many other things that went on that weekend and i am so lucky to have gotten to have so many dreams come true ;
also i cant get all my pics on here sorry because of i took like 90 that whole weekend and i have snail speed dial up lol but yeah
also most of my other pictures were taken by nicole with her camera like when kalan walked out on the stage before .. AHH. anyways like omg.and nicole took that first pic of me meeting kalan {it was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me...including getting me tickets to the fan fare lol we had to be sneaky cuz i live like over 3 hours away with no way to get there.. hehe all i'll say is i have A SMALL WRIST! haha..
tinypic.com/view/?pic=sz97o3 ME AND KALAN
tinypic.com/view/?pic=sz9atd KALAN SIGNING MY CD OMG
tinypic.com/view/?pic=sz9zys KALAN LOOKED AT ME ON THE RED CARPET!
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tinypic.com/view/?pic=sz9zs7more of kalan meeting others ect;
tinypic.com/view/?pic=sza68ji2.tinypic.com/szackw.jpgomg okay;
me and nicole waited like i know it was like over 6 hours and i was there at like um i think 9 or so and i didnt eat untill like 3 or something like that lol...
when sass and everyone announced everyone at the tables they missed kalan lol to get people hyper and then when they said kalan porter and i saw him omg I WAS FREAKING OUT! and i reached out my hand and when he walked by he touched my hand omg and i was the first one he touched and then he touched nicole's hand and i was like in tears basicly and when he sat down to do and interview she asked him who he was most excitied to see and there was an awkward silence and i was like "ME" and then shes like "what about that girl down there.." me and nicole like at the same time looked over the gate lol and then he said pamula ect;
THEN! i met amanda wilkinson and she was so nice and shook my hand and then i met sky.. but i didnt really look at her cuz i was foced on kalan at the time.. and theresa was soo nice and she said she liked my hat which was a kalan one..and then WHAM!
i was face to face with kalan....
me; "oy my god.. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"
kalan; "aw *smile* thanks"
------ >>> the fan fare people said stars wouldnt take pics with you or sign your name cuz it took up too much time lol---
and he asked me my name..
me "Victoria"
kalan "thats a pretty name"
me "oh my gosh thanks so much" -me thinking OMG IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN IT DOESNT HAVE TO BE MY NAME LOL-
me "thanks so much"
kalan "your welcome"
me "uhh... can i give you something??" - i didnt see a pile of stuff there lol
kalan "well sure you can"
i hauled out my scrapbook and teddy bear and gave it to him
kalan " wow this looks like it took a long time to make"
me "it did"
kalan "do you want me to sign it or keep it or what?"
me: "you can keep it.. please"
kalan "thanks.. *looks at bear* its cute"
me -felt like saying just like you-
kalan asked me then what concerts id been to or something like that
me; hamilton and halifax!!!
kalan "oh wow..i like your hat and shirt -it was kalan ones-"
me "thanks so much"
... by then i knew it was time to go..
me " um.. can i have a hug"
OMG I AM SO GLAD I ASKED!
kalan "oh sure you can"
AND AT THAT MOMENT IF I HAD DIED I WOULD HAVE DIED THE HAPPIEST PERSON ALIVE! i was crying soo much and shaking and i felt his hair brush up against my face and my earings touched his face and my hair touched his hair and HE SMELLS SOO GOOD!and i have no idea in the world how i could ever repay nicole for getting me a wristband,, im still on cloud 9
OH AND I WAS THE FIRST TO HUG KALAN TOO!
& after that i was still in shock and nicole was like "that made my day"
and i was like "...that..made my life" LOL WE WERE IN SO MUCH SHOCK I DONT EVEN THINK WE KNEW WHAT WE WERE SAYING!
red carpet recap and pics soon to come as well as juno pics and a kalan juno encounter!
+ more pics to come
OKAY ON THE REd carpet i was freaking out the whole time.. and i saw stars like everyone.. if anyone wants to see pics then just ask cuz i got good ones of rex mel,nickelback and pam ect;
my dad wanted to go after pam went on but i was like 'NO I NEED TO SEE KALAN"
and then when kalan did come... LOL i ... PUNCHED A GIRL IN THE FACE! omg and whoever it was i am so sorry lol and i was screaming so much and dad got a pic of kalan when he looked near us!!! omg it was wonderFUL
the junos; omg KALAN WALKED BY MY SEAT AND I WAS FLIPPIN' OUT! and i know where he was sitting.. he wasnt there the whole whole time but like 3 times i saw him there and i even used a girls bincoulars to make sure! and omg he was bobbin' his little head it was so kute and i was like screaming everytime it showed him nominated id be like "KALAN!!" so i was so happy to cheer for him.. and when he was presenting i could like see the back of his cute head omg..
best time of my life. i've waiting to meet Kalan since CI
Well also the scrapbook i gave him might scare him then though too lol;
it had a letter i wrote to him like a mile long, and it had like pictures of him and like pictures of me and it like said how much he inspires me and on the front cover it had a picture of him and like the whole cover and back i like kissed it and a 50-60 page long fan-fiction kinda thing i wrote about him and me ! and then it had a like i dont know how many poems i wrote for Kalan and just other poems and then it had like "in case you ever want to contact me{a girl can dream cant she} " in there LOL and it had like my website,email,msn,phone#,cell# and home address and where i live and all that jazz hope i didnt scare him too much! i'm not a stalker i swear lol but i just REALLY REALLY love Kalan heheh.... and i always will,always have since his audition !
Acually i'll post one of the poems right now ; this one acually doesnt have his name in it but its also being entered in a contest to get it published;
I’ll Stop Loving You
I’ll stop loving you when
Diamonds never sparkle
and flowers cease to grow
When thunder doesn’t echo
and rivers do not flow
When hearts no longer wonder
and hands are never held
When smiles are only memories
and hope is never felt
When trees no longer blossom
and the stars refuse to shine
When autumn has no falling leaves
and winter no longer dies
When time has no more tomorrows
and rainbows have no shades of hue
When God alone commands me
Then I’ll stop loving you.
©
.......
Also i'm not always like over the top..well maybe i am ! 14 year old hormones can take over your mind and body LOL
but i agree that Kalan is wonderful with people and is a very wonderful person and it was so amazing to be able to meet him and i'm so thankful.. aw gosh i still can't get over it
heres 2 more; the second one i wrote AFTER i met Kalan
Meet me in your dreams
When the day has given in
Just close your eyes to begin
In the peaceful glow of the moon
Listen to my heart beating for you.
Think of me and drift away
to a safe place where we can lay
I'll think of you and what it means
Close your eyes and meet me in my dreams.
Like so many times before
When we'd meet on sandy shores
and listen to the waves of the sea
Please drift away and think of me.
There's no one but you and I
Alone in my dreams tonight.
I'll think of you and what it means
Close your eyes and meet me in my dreams.
Sound asleep, it's not right or wrong
We both know where we belong
No one will get hurt, no one to shame
In my dreams, no one's to blame.
It's only you alone with me
In my head and in my fantasy.
I'll think of you and what it means
Please close your eyes and meet me in my dreams.
I used to think not long ago
There's no way that you could know
But then I see you well awake
One look is all it takes
And I know deep in my mind
We'll meet tonight on cloud nine.
No more screaming girls
Just me only yours
The stars are sparkling in your eyes
I'm soaring from the butterflies
Close your eyes and go to sleep
drift away at full speed.
I'll think of you and what it means
Baby close your eyes and meet me in my dreams.
You may never be mine if there's no way
I may never see that day
For all the reasons under the sun
Too many things to overcome.
I'll think of you and what it means
Just close your eyes and meet me in my dreams.
By Victoria Weir
(c)
and the second one i wrote after i met Kalan;
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You changed my life in just one day
There’s not much more I can say
You’re special to me in every way
I think of you every minute of the say
You’re different, you’re special and kind
Your loving, you free and I wish you were mine
You love all your fans and me too
The way I feel is because of you
I never thought I’d feel
I wonder if you laughed at the memory of “seal”
I can’t believe you smiled at me
I was smiling in my heart, a place you couldn’t see
When I looked into your eyes
It melted my heart and took away everyone’s lies
And when I touched your hand
It’s then I understand
That dreams can really come true
It’s then when I met you
My heart was beating fast
Like the wings of an angel
I know that when I’m in your arms I’m in a safe place
I know that you love me by the sweet embrace on your face
I’m still floating on cloud nine
And until I get off everything will be just fine
I know I’m happy for you
No matter what you do
All I need is to say that I love you
Until the ocean doesn’t touch the sand
I’ll forever be your fan
You amaze me in so many ways
I don’t think in my life I could count all the days
I’ve wished for my dreams to come true
And it leads me straight to you
You touched me, my life and all of my goals
You changed my life in just one day.......
By;Victoria Weir
©
I've seen Kalan 5 times now
oo and i forgot to say i was the first one to hug him cuz the girls in front of me told me later they didn't have the guts too!
omg omg.. kay g2g now.